You. Are. Awesome.
You've been through an emotionally draining, crappy year. You left a state that made you happier than you've ever been, took a chance, and got married. You moved to Texas and took on the role of a sacrificial army wife. You got pregnant, which was one of the most short lived, joyous moments of your life. You lost your baby and it completely changed your world. You rode the roller coaster that was your marriage and ended up hopping off because the ride was too dangerous. You did something courageous by taking that leap and refusing to stay in that situation. You're now starting on a new journey towards a new life.
You've had one heck of a year.
You have a new chance in 2011 to make things right and continue the awesomeness that was your life in 2009. You have so much to offer this world, and your time isn't through. God's going to bless you in ways you cannot imagine if you just let Him. Open your heart to the people around you and to those God allows to help you and give you opportunity. Take advantage of this time in your life to renew yourself, focus on healing, and getting to a super awesome place again.
Go get 'em!