This is what I was doing...
What the hell happened? Where did it all go wrong? How could my life go from there to where I am now? I spent the 30th of December with my closest friends celebrating the fact M & I were getting married. I went to bed that night completely ecstatic that I was marrying the man I had always wanted. I was going to wake up and be a wife. Where the HELL did it go wrong? Someone wake me from this nightmare.
Please pray for me over the next few days as I grapple with the fact our one year anniversary is tomorrow and I'm still married, yet not with my husband. I'm pretty sure this is what he intended to do by keeping the divorce papers and not turning them in. I'm not going to let him win and let it ruin my NYE, but it's not going to be the most awesome of days. I'm going to need some major strength and support to get through.
This really sucks.